I've been doing AV for 7 years, but I'm still constantly frustrated

Why is it that even though I'm trying so hard
there are countless moments that make me feel so frustrated

All I can do is keep pushing harder and harder

Pushing and pushing until I end up alone
I think all I can do is keep driving myself harder

Somehow, I feel like I can keep pushing forward

Don't pamper me
Just follow along
I'll take everyone higher and higher