>>149891845
The part that never got explicitly said was that Jax wanted Pomni to kill him so he could go back to his snarky asshole dynamic, the archetype he's given himself. That dynamic is his cope, basically. If he's not a cartoon character, that means he's still a person, and he has to face the fucked up reality of his situation. What's also not totally said is that Pomni kind of intuited that also. She doesn't shoot him because it's clearly what he wants, because he's running away from being anything more than a cartoon asshole. That's why "You're not the funny one" cut so deep. She's denying his archetype.