Took 1200mg pregab 3 hours ago, considering taking 2400. IK that my tolerance is fucked, but it's the only drug I have access to rn.

I am ugly as sin, my jawline is non existent, my cheekbones are horrible, because of this everytime I go out I get bullied or looked at weird, I have no social skills and everytime someone tries talk to me in irl I can't understand them because words fly over my head, FOR FUCK SAKE AN OBESE FEMBOT GHOSTED ME AFTER SEEING MY FACE
and it is not getting any better, the only time I am happy is when I play games but fuck this is depressing dont even have photos of myself because how ugly I am normie people told me to grow hair long okay I did still ugly hair can't rearrange the skeletal system after all
sorry anons I just haven't been happy lately

I dated an r9k e-girl and she leaked my face and every one of her fans called me ugly and disgusting and didn't believe someone that looked like me was loveable
Sorry for the blogposting, I needed to traumadump this again