I think I have fallen in love with a chuuba. I know it’s not good for me but it’s really fucking difficult to deal with the emotions right now. I haven’t confessed to her or anything, but a part of me wants to do it just to break the illusion. At the same time I don’t want to do it because the illusion I’m in is the happiest I’ve been in years..

I want to tell blue how much I love her and care for her but I’m too scared