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Ask me to explain it rationally, and I'm not sure I could.
Sure, I thought she was a beauty, that her voice was soothingly lovely.
And finding that she'd be the kind of woman that'd brave the rigors of virgin forest with a smile, take us out to the edge of the world where we could be truly to ourselves, was definitely a big charm point.
But up until a few days ago I honestly couldn't say that I was infatuated.
Now I'm downright obsessed. Everytime I close my eyes I see her blue and white, every little thing reminds me of her, has me imagining what she'd say, how'd she'd react, what she'd do.
Like every shitty love song I ever made fun of has come back to haunt me.

You could say it's been long stewing in the corner of my mind, and its way of boiling over was to bombard me with these sappy dreams over the past few days.
Funnily enough, now that my waking head is full of her, she's receded from my sleep.
I'm sure that the fervor itself will fade with time, but I'm almost sure she's made herself a cozy dugout in my brain by now.

Pardon the blogpost.