I was just about to go take a second bong hit but i stumbled upon this thread. I read through the first 20 or so posts and their subsequent reply chains (thank you 4chanx) when I had a realization. That's me. All I can say without lamenting the woes and the pros that come with this lifestyle, currently teetering slower and slower towards the edge of the end, the event horizon if you will. I love my family. There's some rough spots. They might be getting rougher. Though if I'm not going to better my family with money I might as well better myself somehow to make their lives better. To people with money this will not matter to them; but to be able to make someone happy and laugh into hysterics, and to make them smile, a very important thing. I will leave now for that rip. Goodbye lads.