>>40876474
Hanged Man, Wheel of Fortune, 10 of Pents Rx
One of them is definitely checking you out, she's homely and I may dare to say trad but she holds herself because of fear of screwing up her chances at having a homestead of her own...

All others have interest in you but it's kinda cold. One of them could get you fired so play your cards right.

>>40876480
Hermit, Queen of Wands Rx, Hanged Man Rx, 8 of Wands, Sun
Like the prince that escaped palace every night to party, get in adventours and "Experience commoners life" you found yourself with the same old lessons most souls come seeking to this plane...

I really can't say if any of this would be fate or if that even exist considering we have free will, and I really can't put all the blame for your pain and suffering on yourself and your soul even if you choose to live like that but you now know a lot more than you used to before.

Whatever your soul needed to learn before incarnating has already been learned, everything else is just you figuring how to use all this... even if you can't remember why you needed to learn it in the first place.

I know this may be no use but there's no torment that last a thousand years... nor a body that can withstand it.