>>40885269
9 of swords, 10 of Swords, 3 of Swords, Eight of Swords, princess of cups, 6 of Swords

You're indeed the reason, but perhaps not in the way you have in mind. I can see that the link between you and the muscle mommy around you is coming from your current emotional state. I'm not sure how you're "summoning" them or if you're just paying attention to them because your subconscious is focusing on them and trying to tell you something.
Anyway, you're, as aforementioned, in a bad spot and that's causing you to focus on them, but the reason why is probably because you're looking for a way out of whatever you're going through right now. Maybe you see the fit women as a way of getting back on track? Perhaps they represent something to you on the "motivational" side of things? Well, the can or they're going to show you the way, even if not "directly".
Try to approach one or heck, maybe just try to get some fit frens.

>>40777041
Hanged man, King of Pentacles, 9 of cups, Priestess, 10 of Pentacles, Universe

Alright. Well, first and foremost you asked a very broad and multifaceted query, so don't expect a lot. However, when I look at the spread I can see that the advice here, in shortly, would be: "A sacrifice for the greater good.". That's basically it, to fulfill and to pursue your life purpose, you will need to make a few adjustments and tweaks here and there, mostly important, you will need to let go of a few things to get there. Well, perhaps not to get there, but to start taking that "road". Once you do let go of a few things, you will need to get in a position of happiness and commitment to what you have. As in, let what's not needed go and be happy with what you have and make the most out of it to achieve your goal. Sadly, it won't be as easy as it sounds, for once you start to think that you have sorted things out, you will need to once again get in touch with yourself, but this time in the deepest of your being and find out what it's that you are, have, and can gift the world around you with.

As for some advice... First I would tell you to let go.. and second to reach out to older acquaintances - you will get in touch with someone from your past.