>>535276831
???? maybe im not being clear enough
ok
wheel imagine, im in the middle right. clock. clock image
>everything is horrific the world is dying around me i am not supposed to be here in human world
>try to reach out
>people like me
>fear
>make friends out of desire to connect
>push away
>push away
>hopefully theyre still friends but avoid
>still feel great feelings but void because i need to just be in the void zone
>i am not made to speak to the mortalkind as i bring them mistortune

genuine relationships
i am a beast from a plane outside this realm that should not makke things too close. someone can own me., but thas the thibng also like its not dangerous because i know its just playng the part. theyown me until i can end their mortal life.