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I don't know, anon, doing that would feel like a concession at this point. I'm generally regarded as handsome and get enough attention in rl to stroke my ego so I'd rather pursue that in the real way than simulate it.
I'm just at one of those points in life, I guess, where I need to make some changes to pursue the happiness which satisfies my soul- I'm just comfortable enough that making those changes sounds unpleasant and like a lot of work, however. Maybe i should just go work out. I don't think my gym is 24 hours, though kek