>>83037835
>I feel like someone is always just out of sight, speaking to me.
>The voice changes but the message doesn't.
>The voice is unbearably loud.
>It's hard to concentrate.
>I find myself talking back to it, yelling at it.
>But it just keeps shouting. And shouting. And shouting
that was my guardian angel when i was doing really bad things anon, he/she (still unsure of gender) was very mad at me and wanted (still does) me to succeed
somehow the voices got through to me
i listened instead of yelling/arguing/fighting back as i had been doing
then i completely changed for the better and my life is so different than before
and i used to think about suicide daily, for years

>>83038001
you still can but not if you end it all
im sure you have some wonderful (maybe misunderstood?) god given gifts