>Be me
>Meet girl in MMORPG
>Hang in Discord VC, everyone leaves, just us
>Talk nonstop, laugh, share secrets
>Later meet in VRChat, tell each other really deep stuff
>Fast forward 2–3 weeks
>I get clingy, complain we talk less
>She has a fiancé, but we flirt and tease sexually too
>She suddenly says she’s questioning her relationship, tell her to fuck off with these thoughts
>Developing feelings for me, might need to reduce contact
>But her fiancé agrees we shouldn’t cut off contact too
>A few weeks later she says she can’t be around me 24/7
>Needs space and other friends
>I sperg out, say I’m boring, accuse her of jumping from friend to friend
>Think maybe she didn’t like me after seeing my face
>Still talk daily, but she’s colder, meaner, more distant
>Maybe she’s scared of feelings, pulling back
>We’re still sexual sometimes, like looking at nude references for drawing
>She says “excitement phase” is over, “it is what it is”
>One night I was drunk, acted clingy and weird
>Apologized, but feel like a desperate retard nigger
>Not used to being close with women
>Love her personality, don’t want to lose her
>Stopped RPing together, partly FC drama, partly her playing other games
>I overthink everything, get jealous when she spends time with others
>Want to keep her as a friend, but scared my clinginess is pushing her away


elp, am I just ugly? /soc/ rated me once from 6-8.