>you could've been an egineer
>you could've been a lawyer
>you could've gone to university
>you could've had lots of money

i'm so tired, i never actually tried but i know i'd failed, i did somewhat try but i never was able to put in the work constantly, always doomscorlling, always avoiding, daydreaming to escape shit spawning conditions

i'm so tired, i know it's all excuses and im aware if i would've been able to just put in the work i would've succeeded but i play with a debuff, maybe im just not made to do it

and on top of that i have the biggest God Syndrome, i think everyone else is retarded and that im better than people and that im more capable even tho i dont really have anything to show for it

it's over for me isnt it?