>have tried multiple times to learn gamedev through godot and unity
>get absolutely filtered by the most basic of programming by getting demotivated / overwhelmed and shutting it down for multiple months before trying again fruitlessly
>>watch tutorials
>get extremely bored and just leads to me shutting off from doing anything game dev for months
>like anything Id make will even get the attention of more than 3 people anyways
its over, isnt it?