>>3997832
I usually seek out really rough stuff myself, and I don't get 'triggered' easily, but I suppose I've projected too hard on to Alastor, so seeing it caused a visceral reaction. I'm glad it wasn't worse than what it was, and I suppose it's my fault for interacting with media without having my shit together, but damn. I started my day super excited to see human Al, and ended it holding on to my pillow while my partner held me. It was emotionally exhausting.
>>3997833
I've had to check out of the discourse completely, people are being really weird about it and I'm having a hard time believing there are this many rape apologists out there. It's one thing to be like 'yeah, I have a rape kink', or 'yeah, I know the character I like is evil, but I don't care," it's another to say someone deserves SA because they turned down a cult leader who wanted more power and a relationship that didn't match with the person's sexuality. Really wild takes out there.