>>11338462
Not gonna assume anything but you taking steps to unfuck your upbringing and recognizing your current kinks as potentially due to cause and effect is really healthy and positive.

I hope your kinks and your needs help guide you into relationships that can be fulfilling and happy, despite such a shitty lot being given to you when you were younger. Keep on growing past all those assholes and I hope you're having amazing mind blowing sex that none of them could imagine in their small exploitatively limited minds