>>33499012
>>at university, presumably to study
People go to university for these things, in order:
- getting a piece of paper (degree) that tells your future employer that you have what it takes to keep up with a job for a few years (and university doesn't actually teach that, but only selects those who already had it);
- networking and socializing;
- actually learning some of the stuff that you have to study

If the only goal was learning, everyone would do it at home instead of blowing their money on an institution. The actual purpose are the degree and the connections, especially if it's humanities. I'm sorry but OP is failing in that, therefore he's not actually getting the most out of university, no matter how good his grades may be. He'll just end up with more wasted years.