>>82129291
>anything and everything
i see. do your best to resist the bad thoughts. dont let them win over the good ones!
>if that were even remotely true
but it is true. you don't need to turn into a new person in the span of a day. little steps count. so even just making yourself something slightly better than noodles, is a proof that you can be better. and, unless you're homeless or don't have access to a grocery store, you can go and buy some pasta to cook. or whatever else you'd like. it's not a matter of can or can't its a matter of will. i know it's easier said than done. i know doing the easiest of task can seem like trying to climb a mountain but honestly the worst thing you can do is nothing. try to do better, you've got everything to gain and nothing to lose.
>orbiting the same retard
it's okay if you dont want to talk about it but what made you so attached to this person?
>>82129301
>I think he wants to be involved in everyones lives yet is causing problems really
hm, i see. i've met some overly "friendly" people too, and they can be annoying. though try to keep in mind, he's probably just trying to make friends or be nice. so, if you really don't wanna be friends just answer with some one liner and hope he stops. or just straight up tell him to stop i guess.
>I am just about done putting the decals on my Japanese Zero
niceu! post it if you want
>>82129483
>i'd take being called a retarded fag every day over the umms and fake politeness
heheh i feel the same. i always used to get immense anxiety when just texting people online, it scared me so much. but if it helps you can keep replying to my threads about whatever you want! eventually you can make your own nice threads too
>i'd just like a foundation of normallcy
i understand. i dont think it's inherently bad cause at the end of the day you're still trying. you start with easy stuff and then step by step you get to the more difficult things! just be careful not to get stuck in one place.