>>718980007
That pic seems bit projecting or a cope for some doormat behavior and making socializing and trying to "be nice" your whole personality. It is very self-harming attitude, I can tell from experience.
And no, doesn't mean you have to become rude gigachad who treats other like shit or something, but don't stretch yourself thin for others and then complain.

If you do good and nice deeds only so you can expect something in return, then you should do some self-reflection. You should do nice and good things because you feel like it and it gives that warm feeling in your chest(the nice kind, not heartburn kind).
If (You) relate to that pic, then I genuinely recommend getting a proper hobby and interacting with people on more level and adult way. And actually talking about your feelings with someone, even if just anonymously if you genuinely believe you have to fake being happy.
Actually that point is funny with
>doesn't understand why people lie
When (You) lie to your family and friends. Do you genuinely think they are happy that you li- oh wait "fake" you are happy(because (You) would NEVER lie(ffs)).

Seriously.

Stop making your life about other people.