>>211640415
I feel exploited. I think that if I tried to end my life society would stop and try to save me, that's how much I mean to them, and then after they save me, they would make sure I wasn't going to do it again, but not care about if I want to live just that I won't end my life, and then they will try to get me back into the economy. I was a very expensive investment. I matter to my country very much. I may only be a single special snowflake in a storm, but it takes a lot of special snowflakes to make a snow man or create a foundation.