>>82785559
Dont kill yourself anon thats not the answer, it does get better I promise you. Something good might happen tomorrow. Keep fighting until the bitter end, even if its just out of spite.
Dont give up.
>t.former suicidal anon
>I have tainted myself in ways that can not be undone
Like what? Nothing other than death is permanent, I'm sure you can turn things around.

>>82459853
>or anything you've bought recently that you wanna talk about!
Bought a puffer coat for hiking!