>>936875535
However bland or numb your existence is, however depressed you get, the fact is that it can all change in a moment, so you may as well live one more day every time.
When chaos is all you have, you are not bored; at least there is something to witness. Why end it if there is something to experience? Weakness answers, strength ignores.
It is always possible to find it in your own strength to state 'I can tolerate one more day' ... If you fail at this, you were weak and you did not kill yourself, you were murdered by survival of the fittest strategies in the realm of natural order.