>>941352652
No fighting, just realized that I'm never going to be a normal person and that my sociopathy will always prevail. I'm beyond help of any kind and I don't want to subject him to that more than I already have ... Like, my final act of love for him is removing him out of my life forever so he doesn't have to see how badly I can ruin things for everyone even more, myself included. I've been getting increasingly more and more suicidal (and the realization that I will NEVER ever change as a person set in super hard for me) so I left and haven't looked back. Blocked him on everything as well so he doesn't call me while I'm out. I'm selfish and extremely undeserving of love. I pray he finds a good woman that'll tend to his heart and soul.

>Aborshun
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