i wont sleep

>be ftm
>many years ago tried to get on hrt the legal way
>doctor referred me to a university hospital that was 4 hours away
>go there
>"oh you want dr. so-and-so. the waiting list is 6 years"
>whatever
>at some point i started turkish bathwater roids
>12 years later
>the hospital calls me a few times
>didn't answer because I have no idea what this is about
>they called me a third time
>this must be important i guess
>answer it
>"you can see the doctor now"
>12 fucking years
how does that even happen
it sounds like im making it up

bobranoc

>>212111015
I'm working 10-12 hours under the sun in a fucking steel kettle.