>>82307893
My nigga, I'm 1 year on estrogen and now I'm just the same loser but with boobs I have to hide. Granted, due to my living situation, I can't really do anything feminine anyway. I can't even wear makeup at home, let alone outside. My face is brutally masculine, though, so I would never do that anyway until after FFS. At least my body isn't too bad, I don't think.
Then again, I really have no concept of what I look like. People tell me all the time that I look androgynous at least, so whatever.
I wish I had a bf who I could live with and who could help me become the girl I've always wanted to be, but that's kinda like putting a down payment on a car you're gonna have to repair before you can actually drive it.