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It's not just that I want her either, it's that it felt like if I could be with her I could support her. I understood and experienced what she had felt, blaming yourself, regretting how things turned out, and pushing hard to make things right even though you can't turn back the clock, but you do it for the people who matter. With her I could have a purpose, the ability to dedicate myself fully to someone who motivated me to keep acting in constructive ways. With her I'd have someone who would go to any lengths for me, who accepted mistakes and would work together to learn from them and move past them, and to grow alongside each other. It is really just a bonus that she is a supermodel queen with magic powers.