>>41088432
Real stuff
Did you use drugs? Was this gradual or sudden onset or did it happen after you provoked an entity?
I hope your sensations subside
The clown part is true because in the middle ages jesters made fool of themselves but were the only ones who could say truths against the king

Stay out f
Of institutionalization


>>41088582
Its impossible
You will get laughed at
Quit before ur fired or get promoted and lose your mind fr
Its also possible to learn to enjoy it by pitying other people for being rude and not understanding, just like the old You