>>508535698
What you need to understand is that other men don't care about you either. There is no collective.
You are alone in this world. Nobody cares about you, and most of your suffering is because you stupidly want to care about other people in an attempt to vicariously be cared for. "i'll care for other men, like i want other men to care about me".
Except they do not and will not. You are alone and nobody will ever care about you. This is the deep truth you need to accept. You will die alone and it will all be pointless. Before that happens, you can see, feel and do many things. What do you want?