>live in the deep south
>have never once in my life found any girl dominant (yes haha bottom tranny how original)
>disgusting hair covers my body and I'm starting to grow a masculine face
>the job I have barely gives me any hours at all, and I make barely over minimum wage so I can't afford hrt
>currently crushing on 2 girls but I know neither would never want to date a femboy let alone a tranny.
If I repress I'll probably kill myself but I'll do that anyway if I end up a hon so what's the point