>>106305925
you look actually mad but not completely gone so let me give you an advice from a former chumbud that also started watching mari like a year before phase:
just watch someone else
a girl can have charisma, talent and golden ticket and still fall off thanks to her own incompetence and theres nothing you can do about it. just watch someone else and if you feel like watching the retard when she feels like streaming then do so. remember that in the end all this girls are going to graduate sooner or later and are going to move on.