I used to think my life was a tragedy. But now I don't think anymore

>Didn't say it was a meeting
Calling it now she's interviewing for an office job in Japan or doing a language school there again and she has an interview for that

How parasocial should I make the voice pack? I'm worried if I ask her to kiss me or say she loves me or something she might start hating me but it feels like a waste not to.