>be me, normal tween girl
>realized i'm a tranny at the start of puberty
>have super overbearing and transphobic parents so i never learned about diy
>too dysphoric to date or keep friendships
>fast forward 8 years, now in college
>finally able to start diy t
>still fucked over from female puberty, super short and curvy
>tired of being alone try to make tranny friends online
>everyone is a heckin valid theyfab tumblrina dood or poly furry celeste transbian rapehon
>find some normal trans guys
>"anon you need to stop being so online real life lgbts are so different from these tards have sex and become more normal"
>try to make tranny friends irl
>all either normal people who want nothing to do with clocky trannies or same as the online losers
>try to make cis gay and bi men friends
>they want nothing to with me ofc
>stuck going back online to try to find the normal people again
>"you need to get offline anon meet real lgbts and have sex and become more well adjusted"

what the fuck am i supposed to do? do i have to just wait 5 years until i start to vaguely pass so i can have a chance with the normal trannies and maybe even the cisfags? should i suck it up and hang out with the heckin valid sneedhons and tunapoons until i become one of them and get some blissful ignorance? or am i just doomed to be forever khhv?

and don't tell me to femrep or depoon, i already tried both of those and it just made me want to kill myself.