i turned 30 this year, in year 5 of hrt. i’ve been dealing with a crippling anxiety over how others perceive/react to me, so i’ve started binding and manmoding. it’s been over a week since i stopped regularly being fem at work and my anxiety is better, but it feels like my sense of self is slipping away, like even in a bubble, being fem wouldn’t be the real me. idk if it’s bc i started prog/spiro or what