>>937984490
I'm not a psychologist, but it's a bad idea as a job; also, because of it's constant negativity with clients.
I know a couple of them.
One of my greatest friends was a psychologist and he had a lot of mental problems. We talked every single day for months before I went to jail for a while. When I got out a month later he killed himself before I even got to talk to him...
Work on trying to find something else more enjoyable, unless you're actually mentally stable enough to do it, but you're obviously not.
Sorry.