>>41303731
Seeking attention wasn't exactly my goal here, i've been pondering these questions for about 8 years of lurking here and only decided to post these now to see if i could get some /x/ related answers, all Anons are free to not reply to me and let this thread die, i just felt like /x/ was the only apropriate place to ask because of the spiritual nature of some of these questions, /adv/ would probably just tell me the basic self improvement stuff we've all heard already.
I've also never been to /soc/ but just by checking it out now i can already tell i won't get any proper answers there...
>>41303736
>slight grammar correction
>rather than