>look at all those white women taking BBC while white men rotting in their rooms alone playing Vidya, we should have made them fight too, Himmler!
says from Heaven

He would see himself in me, but tell that i lack the will to succeed as a true aryan man. That i should rather find myself a woman, or a farm and then get a wife. That the struggles i have been through have not been hard enough for me to become a real man. But he would see that i am loyal to the cause and maybe give me an officer role at the seas due to my maritime experience. He would look at me, and my racial demeanour and think "why would such a nordic man fail so hard?" and go full nietzche or maybe give me a chance. If he came alive today and saw me compared to other youth he would like me more. He would look into my mothers blue eyes and blonde hair, my brothers vigour, and then me, what the potential i would have if i just had the will to succeed. Alas, i am deluded by the modern world and almost lost.