These threads only make me love Christ even more. Thank you for that.

good day to ya'll anons.
im 21 yr old male.
>had an overprotective mother growing up
>parents[including my grandma] didn't let me go out with my near home kids growing up
>grew up without any friends[school friends were all superficial ones. no one cared about me]
>i became a neet during covid 19 ,lasted for about 4 years
>finally joined med school due to parental pressure
>blunders upon blunders ,idk how to interact with people or how to make friends
>had crush on two girls and both rejected me
>now i'm a laughing stock for my fake friends
>they have groups to which i don't belong
> idk how to talk to girls so i'm messing up on that too
>have insecurities and complexes

I want to change , improve myself and become a better version of myself. PLEASE HELP ME