Life is so sad

I want love, kindness, affection, sex, empathy, understanding, connection, faithfulness, joy.

I want to have love and sex

I wanna cum in multiple pussies, like 100s, 1000s pussies so so much. I would do that, but I just don't want to create children who will suffer in this world, especially without father. But I want to cum in pussies so much... I am afraid one day I will fuck off to some 3rd world shithole where they earn 200$ per month and see even slavs as overlords, and go on a cumming spree impregnating fucking villages, towns and cities. I need to cum in pussy. But I have such a big heart that I don't create more miserable people. Fuck man. Impregnating women without any backthought must be feeling so good. Literally animal freedom. But the moral™ keeps me chained. You have no idea the beast inside of me. But I am unreal human being, better than Christ, you just got not a slight idea of how big I am. I think I will go to sleep now, tomorrow got stuff to do.