My hair feels impossible to care for. No matter what conditioner or products I've used, it's always tangled, impossible to run my hands through, dry, and just feels "off". When I go outside it gets caught in my backpack straps and pulls on my head, but it's too course to tie back. If I'm out for a while it becomes matted and frizzy. I've tried different leave in conditioners, creams, and gels, but it always reverts back to the same state. Is this fixable? I really want to have long hair but it's getting extremely frustrating to deal with. Please help

Take the Griffith pill

I'm a manmoder and I can never hope to actually womanmode, so sometimes I think that I would accept being feminine physically but forever living as a man. It's still a painful thought though
My biggest problem right now is that I'm physically masculine and I can't get away from that anywhere, you can get away from people calling you a man by avoiding people, but you can't avoid yourself