>>7778636
I'm postponing work right now so I don't want to stress myself practicing my shitty lines right now.
>>7778642
To be frank, as I said at >>7778235
,I just really don't know what I want to anymore. I feel like I got into a weird confort zone where I'm just testing whatever comes up my mind at the moment instead of choosing a direction to go. 
Worse yet is that I really feel the need to practice hands since I always stop middleway there but something at job interrupts me and I'm not getting the full time to practice them anymore.