> be me, trans boymoder, I apparently look pretty
> only relationship experience is two bad boyfriends with some silver lining
> spend months on and off dating apps, mostly using them to cope with loneliness or to laugh at chasers
> meet a guy whos nice to talk to and really chilled out on grindr
> we move off of it and message for about a month
> he gets a bit more distant for a week then comes back with a lot more interest, sending dick pics and sexting in between just asking me how im doing, letting me yap about anything, talking about my depression and problems. it feels like he cares and wouldnt immediately ditch me if I showed symptoms of mental illness.
> we havent met up yet
> I hope we can. I want to sit in his lap with his dick grinding up against my ass while sensually kissing him.
> I really want to be his girlfriend. im scared he doesnt like me.
> hes so hot