>>11355922
I think so too, anon... ngl when I am riding I think about that a lot.
Just an update btw... After I got out for cleaning on Wednesday (less than 5 minutes out in total) I immediately went back in and set the timer for 7 days solid, thinking that I could extend my lockup because it was easier to hide than I thought it would be and having a brief moment of silly excitement. Stupid stupid me.
So um... I'm going crazy. God I want to cum so bad. It's gotten so bad now, tonight I was shaking and crying as I was riding my dildo hard hoping to cum. The crazy thing is that I keep getting so close, like I'm literally about to cum, and then it just doesn't happen. The vibe just feels useless now.
I'm going to go crazy. But holy shit it feels so right, I think I realized during cleaning that being unlocked just feels wrong.