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Not really the chances I meet my oshi irl is 1/ibllions from my circumstances but just in general. I also don't particularly see my oshi in a sexual light. I've fapped to other vtubers far more than my oshi. Like it's not nothing as some art styles it does hit just right, but as a general and while they are talking on stream 0 horny thoughts.
Like part of why I got into vtubers and my oshi is I wanted them to be happy and if that's what makes them happy then good for them.