I'm actually on the verge of failing all my classes, I don't even know how I'll pass this semester, I need to get like 90+ on every other tests to pass, if not financial aid goes bye bye and parents won't support me so there goes my dream, why did she leave me and not take accountability at all

Whenever I was 10 I could remember what happened 3 years ago on a random sunday
Now I'm 20 and can't even fucking remember what I had for lunch