I love breeding so much, it's my main kink but it is not just a kink for me, I want to get married and make many babies. In my fantasy, I imagine I am a beautiful, healthy woman with superb genetics. However, in reality, I am an ugly autistic femcel and it makes me want to cry to remember that my genetics are of low quality.
>Weak chin
>Big nose
>Short
>Multiple genetic diseases (autism, depression, heart and lung)
>Will need immaculate medical planning before I get pregnant and require c-sections
Morally, I feel like it is fucked up for me to have kids knowing I have all this baggage. My kids will be ugly and the world is horrible for ugly people but whatever, maybe future technology will help them with that. We already have plastic surgery and cosmetics. But if they inherit my many mental and physical diseases, the guilt would be suffocating.
My question is would you breed a defective woman like me regardless? Or are you looking for women with the best genetics to have kids with? Be honest but not rude please, I didn't choose to have horrible genetics.