>>7698346
I would hate doing that. I need different mindset altogether. I can't function like the way i do now. It's been months since i completed a work and i have no idea how to do it now, because i just can't get the exact style i want, i can't get exactly what i want. I literally back to square 1 trying to draw boxes and i can't even get exact 1-1-1 square box in perspective. I have no idea how people do it. Then i open twitter and i want to kill myself, because i can't draw those "warmups" posted there. And finally, i have absolutely nobody to talk to, i am right now, asking upenai, to advice me, because i am so scatterbrained and irritable i can't see myself finding discord art group where i would probably just call everyone talented to cope with my failure. I will probably just vanish after these posts, been years since i was posting on /ic/ and i hate the fact i am going to be forever.