>budget for marefair all year
>save up for gas, food, cover fee for hotel, everything
>reserve hotel months ahead of time
>lose job in interrum due to layoff
>its chill ive got savings for mf and utilities
>get charged for hotel in april
>chill and wait for con
>ff to today
>finish driving 15 hours (rustbelt and plane was more pricey than gas at the time due to fuel efficient car + picking up friends)
>get to hotel
>they tell me I never paid for the room
>check bank history
>rock bottom but i budgeted to get through the con/bills for the month before job new job starts next month
>see they fucking refunded the entire amount and changed the payment to in person back in august
>fuck fuck fuck
>I budgeted with the wrong fucking amount of money
>literally only what ive got in cash after room + security deposit
Any good methods of suicide available at the con this year?