literally just relapsed today after 8 years of putting it away. sent myself a black dildo, a 3.25 inch pink cage, and a stack of panties / lingerie.

came with the dildo in my asshole today--hadn't felt penetration in those whole 8 years (or any sex for that matter, hella closeted trans)

now i've been wearing a cage edging trying to cum with it on for the past few hours. i figure at some point my body will cave and leak out cum and then i'll convince myself there's no reason to take it off any more.