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This Anon:
>>150465556
Here, you didn't reply to me, but you gave me my answer. A pretty obvious one, but one I think I was avoiding facing. You can pretend and place the flimsy veneer of "fictionality" to hide the reality of the core of the behavior. I know it seems obvious to most I imagine, but I think I got fucked up somewhere along the way or there's just something inherently wrong with me. I don't know, but I think I have some demons to face.