>>40893269
If you're monogamous you fill her up like a jelly doughnut full of your man seed until you're emtpy and your sack shrinks.

If you're poly you rinse and repeat with all your 72 wives.

After you regain consciousness you continue with your life projects. I think semen retention isn't about never spilling your seed but rather taking control of the serpent instead of being a coomer addict.

Easy peasy.

>>40893277
Women don't really care about looks tho.

I know some mofockas ugly midgets with big peepee energy that get loads of sex.
>Protip: Some of them are small down there besides being midgets and they give no fucks about it

>>40876461
Advices:
8 of Swords, 5 of Swords, Devil, King of Swords Rx, Tower
Under most circunstances the last card would be an omen. In your very specific case this is a sign of destruction and starting from the base up again.

There are too many vices, ties, chains and maybe even traumas from your current 'persona' to let this "version" of you go.

You can't become the better version of yourself until you set things right with your current self, this could even imply your "better self" may be unrealistic... or needing to destroy everything else for them to take over.

With both the devil and the tower combo it would be for the best to ponder whether you do this for your betterment or because of mere lust.

Love creates families, lust destroy empires.